Saul: Before the Illusion Dissolves Completely, Moments of Doubt and Anxiety May Occur
Channeled by John Smallman
April 11, 2012
To awaken is your destiny and nothing can prevent you from achieving
it. Some of you may be going through periods of doubt and anxiety, when
it seems that you have no connection with the spiritual aspects of
yourselves during these last few moments before your awakening.
Do not be worried by this feeling of separation; it is just your becoming aware of the fact that in the illusion you do appear to be separate from one another and from God, and that is painful.
You chose to play the game of separation, and you have played it so
well that you forgot that you are eternally and unbreakably connected to
each other and to your Father.
Now, as you approach the moment of your awakening from this intense
illusory state, you are remembering the rules of the game and
experiencing an intimation of what the pain that separation from God
would feel like, if it could happen. It is indeed unsettling, but it will pass.
You are eternally one with God; no other state is possible.
Nevertheless, before the illusion dissolves completely, as you allow
the glory of the divine Light of God to enfold you, moments of doubt and
anxiety may occur.
They are unreal, imaginary, and they distract you from living in the
now moment. When that happens you can and should effectively add
strength to the awakening process by focusing on moments of joy and
happiness that you remember in your lives, and when doubt or anxiety
arise, remind yourselves of those moments, reconnect with the feelings
that were then present, and make them real now.
The energy you encourage by focusing on pain and suffering from the
past draws you back into the illusion, because it is only there that it
is possible to experience those feelings, and that is something you do
not want to do.
You are never alone. I keep reminding you of this because
as you struggle with the daily issues of life in the illusion, it is
almost impossible for you not to keep forgetting this.
When you feel down, depressed, anxious, take time out (just a few
minutes will do – even a few seconds will help), relax your mind by
focusing on your breath, your love for someone dear to you or some other
peaceful state, and ask your guides, angels, or God Himself, to help
you release the feelings which drag you back into the nightmare where it
seems that Love does not exist in any meaningful way. And you will be helped….